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Turning the Page

As Semisonic sings in their song Closing Time, “Every new beginning comes from some other beginning’s end.” Every year, December 31 st brings with it the closing of the past year and the promise of a new beginning for the upcoming year. For me, it’s a day that brings a wide range of emotions; more so this year than ever before. It is no secret that 2023 was an extremely difficult year for our family. From Connor’s illness kicking into overdrive, and too many hospital stays, to my uncle’s unexpected passing this summer, our emotions were tested often. Even with all of the trials and tribulations of the year, I refuse to look at 2023 as a year that was cloaked in darkness. The one thing that seems to help push me through the hard times is finding the good or a bright spot. Sometimes that is a whole lot easier said than done, but looking back on this past year, while a lot of dark times are painfully obvious, there were a whole lot of special happy moments too. This year opened our eye...

Nostalgia

 Every year since 2017, as December 11 th nears, I can’t help but think back to the series of events that led to Jason and me adding a bonus baby to our crew. Some of you know this story as well as we do, but for all of our new friends out there, here’s a little background. Jason and I completed (or so we thought) our family in June 2016. After living in Dunmore, PA for 7 years, we packed up the 3 kids and the dog, sold our cute little starter house, and moved in with his parents while we searched for our forever home. Two months into our stay with Grammie and Papa Randog I realized something was off. At first we believed I had an ectopic pregnancy. A trip to the emergency room one Sunday morning, and a week filled with multiple rounds of bloodwork and doctor’s appointments instead confirmed that even though I had my tubes tied, I was pregnant with our fourth child. From the immediate two pink lines, to the vivid memories of those first trips to the hospital and doctor’s offic...